Najatul Ubadati's Log

  This photo was taken in one of uphill cafeteria in Dholo Okay, uhm! To be honest, I'm feeling a bit awkward writing on this page right now. Looking back at my past writings, they're all really different. You might notice that lately I've been using English in most of my writing, including captions for my Instagram photos, stories, and even on other social media platforms. I've been learning English intensively for about 3 years now, so you could see that I use it a lot. Please bear with me, okay! But don't worry, I won't forget Bahasa, of course! You'll still be able to see my writing in Bahasa. I'm currently working on some projects. Please stay tuned! Enough with the small talk! Let's dive into who I was by the end of 2023. This story stems from my journaling challenge in 2023. Most people perceive me as having a laid-back vibe, but once you get close to me, you'll discover I'm truly a loving and caring person with a soft heart. Hehehe. I...

Hampir semua orang yang mengenalku pasti tahu seberapa aku menyukai menulis. Tentu aku semakin tertarik ketika ada teman menulis bersama. Yup! We joined the 30 days journaling challenge at the end of 2023. Dan.... Aku berhasil! Meskipun aku perlu lebih dari 30 hari untuk menuntaskannya, but I'm kinda proud of myself. Ketika menulis laman ini, aku membuka buku catatan yang kugunakan untuk mengikuti tantangan itu. Setelah kubuka dan baca cepat, Day 23 menjadi challenge yang cukup berat untuk dituliskan. 'What is your rock-bottom?' Sebelum memulai menulis, aku sempat termenung. Memikirkan apakah aku pernah di posisi itu? Kapankah itu? Saat apakah itu? Ternyata, saat itulah, saat aku menuliskan Day 23 adalah saat terendahku.      "If you ask me about my rock bottom, I could say it must be right now.      Why?      Well... there are a lot of things that didn't go as well as I wished. My targets are... kinda ruined (?). My dreams are still lingerin...